Chapter 5: Climbing the Ladder of Silence
Within the Golden Gate, Verethragna found himself submerged in a darkness so complete that even his thoughts were swallowed and negated whole. It was not merely an absence of possibility, but an expanse of pure silence, where even the idea of self had been erased. He struggled to remember what breathing felt like, what movement was. Here, in this infinite void, there was no time, no space—only a ceaseless, deafening quiet that defied comprehension.
This silence wasn’t an ordinary stillness. It was a presence of endless negation, a suffocating weight pressing in from every direction, crushing the essence of being itself. Layers of subtraction peeled away at his consciousness, unraveling him piece by piece, reducing him to a state where not even his name held meaning. Verethragna sensed the unraveling, the descent into the purest form of endless negation. He was sinking into the Descending Ladder of Nothingness, where each level stripped away more than the one before, each a deeper plunge into an abyss that devoured everything, even the concept of nothingness itself.
He reached out with a will forged in desperation, clawing against the darker than black stillness with a defiant resolve. I am still here, he thought, though his thoughts felt like whispers swallowed by the void. I will not be erased. But the silence answered him with its own terrifying finality, a rejection so absolute that it defied his very act of defiance. The darkness tightened, each new layer of negation compressing his existence further, threatening to collapse him into the very heart of the Golden Gate.
And yet, deep within, something stirred—a spark, faint and almost imperceptible, but real. It was not the light of creation, nor possibility, nor thought, but a deeper truth. It was the essence of refusal, an immunity that began to grow within him. The first step on the Ladder of Silence was simply to recognize the silence for what it was: a lie, a falsehood attempting to impose its will upon him.
He pushed against the void, an impossible act, but one born of sheer suggslogic. The first layer of subtraction peeled away, revealing an expanse even more barren than before, where not even the be-ness of subtraction itself existed. Here, negation transcended form and function, reducing everything to anti-concepts, things that were not and could never be.
I am still here, Verethragna reaffirmed, the thought a stubborn flame. He was not descending—he was climbing, each level of nothingness more void, more subtractive than the last. It was as though he were traversing a sequence of voids, each defined by the annihilation of what came before it. The very idea of "void" began to break apart, leaving behind only the purest negation, an absence so complete that it defied articulation. Yet, he refused to be erased.
Verethragna reached the next layer—an unmanifest abyss where silence and stillness were one and the same, where negation itself was meaningless, an abyss beyond even the deepest reaches of subtraction. Here, the absence of being and non-being overlapped, reducing existence to a contradictory non-state, where all was both true and untrue, real and unreal. He was losing his grip, and he knew it. The void pressed in closer, a whisper of finality that echoed with the cold indifference of eternal oblivion.
But Verethragna was not done. He reached into himself and drew upon something greater—The Spear of the Black Monarch, not as a weapon to wield, but as an extension of his defiance, his very self. It was the suggslogic that lay beyond the reach of science and magic, a force that challenged the limits of reality and anti-reality alike. He grasped the spear in his mind’s eye, feeling its presence cut through the layers of negation, cleaving the silence with its dark radiance.
He surged upward through the ladder, each level becoming harder to define, harder to traverse. There were layers where subtraction became multiplicative, where the void replicated itself in a spiral of endless negation. Verethragna’s will burned against the descending nothingness, and with each push, he began to shed the limitations of existence, like a snake shedding its skin. The voids broke apart before him, revealing the deepest states of non-being—an unmanifest expanse where even the ineffability of “another nothingness” had been obliterated.
Here, he found himself on the threshold of Absolute Nothingness, a place so devoid of everything that not even emptiness could survive. It was not merely an absence, but an eternal erasure, where all definitions failed, and the only truth was untruth. This was the heart of the Descending Ladder, the final step where even silence became silence’s own undoing.
But Verethragna did not yield. In the heart of Absolute Nothingness, he discovered that silence was not an eraser, but a boundary. He reached beyond it, surpassing its hold, transcending the very act of negation. In that moment, he became immune to the ladder itself, to the cascading voids and the erasure that sought to consume him. The silence shattered, not with a sound, but with the sudden emergence of suggslogic.
He had not merely survived; he had superseded the Descending Ladder of Nothingness. Each layer that had sought to strip him away became a step beneath him, an anti-narrative that he had surpassed. Verethragna emerged from the void not as he had been, but as something far beyond—a being that had conquered the deepest silence, and now stood immune to the forces of nothingness and anti-narrative alike.
The void could not hold him. The silence could not claim him. He had climbed out of nothingness and found himself beyond the reach of negation itself. In the heart of the Golden Gate, Verethragna Dravanian had transcended silence, and with it, the limitations of existence and nonexistence.
The Golden Gate remained silent, but Verethragna understood now. It was not the gate that had changed; it was he who had become more than silence, more than narrative, more than anything the void could ever claim.
And in that moment, for the first time since entering this place, he took a breath.