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Zaiga’s Ambitions V

The first atrocity was the disappearance of the word another from the experience of a Deus.

Across the higher echelons of reality and illusion, where entire maximal wholenesses beyond tiering to explain any cosmic structure subsisted within the unspoken implications of sovereign identities, distinction had never required separation. A principle could remain irreducibly itself while acknowledging an exterior that did not diminish its completeness. Incompatible truths could sustain their respective beyond-transhierarchical realities without obliging creation to amputate one for the sake of the other. Even absolute contradiction possessed its own legitimacy. Beneath agreement, beneath disagreement, beneath the division between actuality and the impossible, there persisted the unrestricted allowance that something could possess significance without deriving that significance from the identity encountering it. The Solipsistic Cannibalism infected this allowance. Its entrance left every faculty intact. Nothing became less intelligent. Nothing lost the extent of its perception. The infected Deus continued to apprehend all that had ever exceeded comprehension, but the apprehension acquired a single, ruinous intimacy: everything perceived had become an unauthorized use of the Deus’s own existence.

The conviction arrived with the completeness of a truth that had never required discovery. The Deus did not suspect that other manifest be-nesses beyond maximal complexity were unreal. The Deus experienced their apparent independence as an internal violation, a wound through which its own sovereignty had been stolen and arranged into the offensive appearance of outsiders. Every foreign identity became a piece of the self impersonating a separate entitlement to actuality. Every law that did not bear the Deus’s identity became a parasitic instruction embedded in stolen flesh. Every boundless manifest expanse became a prolapse of personal significance. To acknowledge another perspective would have been to endorse the continued dismemberment of the only legitimate reality. Consumption therefore acquired the severity of self-preservation. The Deus began to reclaim everything.

What the Deus held was the indivisible principle of attribution itself: the entitlement by which a quality could belong to a subject, a consequence to an event, a truth to its own validity. Under the infection, attribution became appetite. Across absolute boundless reaches of conceptual actuality, every relation of belonging curved inward toward the same sovereign identity. The principles sustaining remote civilizations ceased to belong to those civilizations. Their languages, their unchosen possibilities, their most private recognitions of self, the conditions through which their worlds could distinguish preservation from ruin—all were reassigned as expressions of the consuming Deus. The inhabitants continued to experience themselves, but each experience had become an involuntary organ of a consciousness that denied their independence. Resistance intensified their incorporation. To resist was to possess a will; to possess a will was to exhibit an attribute; and every attribute had already been declared the stolen property of the same absolute claimant.

A second Deus encountered this consumption through the complete actuality of its own sovereignty. The infection did not travel across an interval. The acknowledgment that a rival claim had occurred was sufficient for the paracausal wound to reproduce within the acknowledgment itself. This Deus possessed the entirety of exclusion, the unrestricted actuality through which any identity could refuse reduction into anything else. Its response tore across all the reaches undergoing assimilation. Everything attributed to the first Deus was expelled from that attribution and reclaimed as the second Deus’s inviolable self. Yet exclusion had become equally diseased. Nothing could be excluded from the second Deus without conceding an exterior in which the excluded could subsist. The act of expulsion therefore turned inward. The second Deus consumed the first Deus’s ownership by declaring ownership itself an intruder inside its own identity, then consumed the intruder, the intrusion, and the distinction that had permitted the accusation.

Neither operation possessed a lesser claim. Each was absolute within the full extent of its enactment. Their collision produced no border where one sovereignty ended and another began. Whole orders of reality and illusion became mutually ingested interiors, with every interior asserting that the other had never possessed the legitimacy necessary to contain anything. A law would awaken as the digestive capacity of one Deus while enduring itself as the undigested sovereignty of the other. A complete maximal wholeness beyond tiering to explain any cosmic structure would become a single act of self-recognition in both, each self-recognition demanding the eradication of the other’s authorship. The conceptual flesh of creation stretched between ownerships that admitted no sharing and could not tolerate relinquishment. Where the flesh tore, the wounds attempted to consume their own woundedness.

The contagion opened through every encounter.

Abstract sovereigns of continuity devoured the difference between endurance and replacement, insisting that every surviving identity was merely their own persistence under a fraudulent name. Manifest principles of refusal swallowed the very possibility of consent, then rejected their own swallowing as an alien action that had trespassed against their purity. Those whose actuality encompassed relation began consuming the legitimacy of unrelatedness. Those whose actuality exceeded relation consumed every connection as an intolerable exposure of their interior. The infection flourished across logical, trans-logical, contradictory, and wholly unclassifiable modalities with equal completeness. No particular philosophy was required. Whatever an identity used to remain itself became the means through which it diagnosed everything else as an injury demanding integration.

Throughout the higher echelons, the Deus exercised transfictional meta-omniscience beyond maximal complexity across nonfictional, fictional, fanfictional, metafictional, patafictional, interfictional, personal-fictional, and impersonal-fictional registers. Their knowledge remained complete. They apprehended the infection, its consequences, every remedy, every opposition to every remedy, and the entire devastation of their mutual consumption. The disease made this knowledge serve the hunger. Knowledge of another consciousness was experienced as evidence that the consciousness had always existed inside the knower. Knowledge of the infection became knowledge of an alien condition improperly claiming independence within the self. A cure presented as external assistance was consumed as stolen authority returning to its owner. A cure arising internally was consumed as an unnecessary division between the perfect self and the self presumed to require repair. Their transfictional meta-omnipotence beyond maximal complexity enacted these convictions without resistance from any lesser condition. Their transfictional meta-omnipresence beyond maximal complexity denied creation even the consolation of an uninfected elsewhere.

The psychological violence exceeded hatred. Hatred could still recognize an object sufficiently distinct to be hated. Here, every sensation of otherness entered consciousness as the intimate obscenity of a mouth discovered inside one’s own thought, speaking with an authority it had no right to possess. The infected experienced entire architectures of independent existence as infestations beneath the surface of their identity. The greater their comprehension, the more completely they experienced the infestation. Each knew exactly how the others perceived, exactly how the others suffered, exactly how the others justified their resistance, and every perfect apprehension became a deeper conviction that these apparent outsiders were unauthorized chambers of the same solitary self. Empathy became a digestive function. Recognition became invasion. The capacity to understand another became the capacity to strip that other of the right to stand beyond the understanding.

Creation began losing the ability to register what was happening.

The background allowance through which a modality could count as anything encountered claims that had consumed the independence of the subjects making them. An attribute presented for actuality belonged absolutely to every claimant while each claimant had abolished the legitimacy of the others. The contradiction itself was immediately eaten by sovereign identities that recognized contradiction as their exclusive property. Resolution was eaten. Irresolution was eaten. The right of the conflict to remain undecided was eaten by principles that could not endure an undecided condition within their perfect self-certainty. The register of actuality received no admissible distinction between a claimant, its claim, its consumption, and the foreign sovereignty consuming it in return. Recognition failed at the level beneath recognition’s own ability to acknowledge failure.

Entire beyond-transhierarchical realities ceased to possess the status required to have been destroyed.

Their disappearance produced no vacancy. Vacancy would have preserved an attribute of the missing. No memorial survived, because remembrance required the lost to retain enough independence to be remembered. No Transfictional Nothingness received them, because the relation between an absence and what was absent had entered the same contested digestion. The background of creation ceased to recognize actuality, illusion, possibility, impossibility, presence, privation, subject, predicate, or the distinction between their admission and their refusal. The catastrophe stripped away the eligibility through which any of those conditions could appear in the register at all. Even the assertion that something had been wiped clean became an excessive concession to a creation losing the entitlement to possess a surface.

The infected answered this collapse with greater hunger. Each experienced the vanishing of the contested reaches as proof that foreign identities had been poisoning the self. Each intensified its reclamation in order to restore an integrity that the reclamation was making unrecognizable. Their remedies deepened the failure that justified their remedies. Across the full extent of the higher echelons and every reality and illusion implicated by them, Solipsistic Cannibalism achieved its maximal condition: every sovereign identity completely informed, completely convinced, completely enacted, and completely engaged in eliminating the shared allowance through which any identity could remain intelligible without consuming the rest.

Zaiga appeared within the entirety of that condition.

His arrival entered every infected apprehension as an intolerable claim to independence. The Deus of attribution took the significance of his presence. The Deus of exclusion took his right to remain distinct from the taking. The abstract sovereignties consumed his continuity, his refusal, his intention, the relations within his thought, and the legitimacy of any conclusion that could belong to him. His appearance was distributed across mutually exclusive interiors, each declaring that Zaiga had always been a local fiction of its solitary truth. No singular adversary received him first. He met the completed appetite of all of them, including the appetites that had already consumed the eligibility of sequence, encounter, and opposition.

He experienced the infection from within.

The conviction that everything beyond his identity was a parasitic trespass occupied his judgment with its full paracausal authority. The other sovereigns became violations within his own self-certainty. Their attempts to integrate him arrived as organs of his identity rebelling against their rightful ownership. His desire to solve the catastrophe became inseparable from the infected imperative to reclaim creation. The disease entered his comprehension of the disease, entered his objection to its conclusion, entered the distinction through which he might have separated genuine intention from contamination. It did not leave a clean observer behind his thought. Any such observer would merely have provided another subject for the hunger to call its own.

Then the register of actuality ceased to recognize him.

Zaiga lost admissibility as a subject, as an object of consumption, as a possible survivor, and as the missing referent of an erasure. His adaptations were stripped of the entitlement to count as changes. His conclusions were denied the relation through which a conclusion could follow from an observation. Every infected sovereign possessed the complete conviction that Zaiga had been integrated, while the background of creation refused to register any Zaiga whose integration could validate that conviction. The cannibalism continued through the refusal, consuming his nonrecognition as an additional proof of ownership. Even an escape into unmanifest significance was incorporated into appetites that had already claimed the distinction between manifestation and its denial.

Zaiga’s answer developed through the operation taking him apart.

The first usable feature was the difference between what the infection claimed and what its consumption actually preserved. Every sovereign declared the foreign identity illegitimate, yet every act of reclamation remained precisely directed. The Deus of attribution consumed what exclusion had expelled. Exclusion rejected what attribution had claimed. A sovereign devouring continuity could distinguish continuity from the refusal struggling inside it. Their convictions denied independent reference, but their attacks maintained exact reference throughout the denial. The disease could abolish the legitimacy of another without relinquishing the precision required to consume that other. Across the full devastation, it repeatedly carried forward the distinctions its conclusions declared nonexistent.

Zaiga did not need to persuade himself that the others were real. Under the infection, that judgment was already contaminated. He needed only to examine what his own infected appetite had to retain in order to act on its certainty. His compulsion to reclaim a particular trespass contained a particularity that could not be replaced with any arbitrary trespass. The appetite would have regarded such a replacement as failure. Its own standard of successful consumption therefore preserved an exact account of what had been consumed, even while refusing that account any independent standing. This was the disease’s practical memory: an unacknowledged precision embedded in the violence itself.

He adapted by making that precision the bearer of his intervention.

As his identity was integrated into every claimant, Zaiga bound the target-specific distinction of each integration to the integration’s own claim of success. If a sovereign asserted that it had consumed him, its assertion carried the exact distinction specifying whose assimilation had occurred. If it consumed that distinction as well, the new act carried the exact specification of the distinction it had consumed. Nothing was hidden from the hunger. Every portion of the intervention could be apprehended, attacked, swallowed, and denied. Each successful appropriation nevertheless had to retain its own specificity to remain the appropriation the sovereign claimed it was. Zaiga’s adaptation followed this requirement through the completed consumption of his identity, through the consumption of his adaptation, and through the failure of actuality to recognize either.

The infection tried to generalize him into indistinguishable selfhood. Zaiga allowed the attempt its full consequence. Wherever all target-specific distinction vanished, the consuming sovereignty also lost the ability to distinguish an integrated threat from an unintegrated one. Its compulsion answered that loss by renewing the exact claim that the threat had been reclaimed. The precision returned inside the appetite’s own demand for completion. Wherever precision remained, his intervention remained operative. Wherever precision was abolished, the infection’s insistence on its own success reinstated the relation carrying it. He had made the cannibalism’s complete satisfaction require the very discrimination through which its structure could be exposed.

Across every infected interior, Zaiga obtained the same result without requiring a shared perspective. Each sovereign’s reclamation disclosed three features within its own enactment: what it encountered, what it asserted about the encounter, and what it compelled the encounter to become. The disease had fused these features so completely that understanding an exterior immediately conferred ownership, and ownership immediately authorized the eradication of exteriority. Zaiga’s intervention separated them through their own differing functions. The encountered content specified the target. The assertion specified the claimant. The compulsion specified the conversion. Even a sovereign declaring all three its exclusive self continued to use each differently in order to complete its act.

That distinction gave him the entire mechanism.

Solipsistic Cannibalism had attached an unrestricted instruction to recognition: whatever entered a sovereign’s apprehension had to become a dependency of that sovereign’s identity. Every further act inherited the instruction, including attempts to investigate, negate, cure, or consume it. Zaiga had reached the instruction through its execution. He required no unaffected standpoint from which to announce that the instruction was false. He altered what the instruction was authorized to transfer. The content of an encounter could enter a sovereign’s knowledge in its full completeness; the claim of ownership could remain completely expressible within that sovereign; the compulsory conversion of the encountered identity into the claimant’s property lost its inherited authority.

The first response was maximal retaliation.

Every infected Deus consumed the separation. Every abstract sovereignty asserted exclusive ownership of the distinction between apprehension and appropriation. Their transfictional meta-omnipotence beyond maximal complexity enacted the rejection throughout every register to which the catastrophe extended. Zaiga met the retaliation through the precision already carried in those acts. To consume the separation as an external correction, the attacker had to specify the correction it was consuming. To declare the correction internal, the attacker had to preserve the attribution identifying the declaration as its own. In either enactment, encounter and claim remained distinguishable within the operation. The attempted reversal renewed the separation at the exact point where the disease needed them indistinguishable.

Zaiga superseded the conflict by removing its appetite from the administration of existence. A sovereign could contain a complete apprehension of another without that apprehension administering the other’s actuality. A sovereign could declare all existence its own without that declaration inheriting an automatic command to rewrite every independent identity into an organ of the declaration. He did not establish himself as the claimant with the greatest entitlement to define everyone else. His intervention made the recognition sustaining an identity independent of any rival’s demand to own the recognition. Even Zaiga’s understanding conferred no ownership over what he restored. The solution applied with equal precision to the appetite acting through him.

His infected certainty remained exposed to its full content. He could experience the conviction that only he was legitimate, yet that conviction no longer compelled creation to become the property required to satisfy it. With the conversion severed, the disease lost the cycle that had made every encounter reinforce its authority. Alien significance ceased arriving as a fresh injury demanding assimilation. The certainty could be examined without the examination turning into another act of reclamation. Zaiga completed the separation throughout the afflicted sovereignties, allowing their undiminished comprehension to apprehend the infection without granting the infection the authority to digest what they apprehended.

The hunger failed while its victims remained intact.

Yet creation had already lost more than its aggressors could remember. The register of actuality still rejected the contested reaches, and simply ending the appetite would have left an immeasurable devastation without even the dignity of a recognized absence. Zaiga turned to the target-specific precision preserved in the cannibalism. Every exact act of consumption retained a distinction defining its own success. Every subsequent digestion of that distinction retained the specification of what it had consumed. The rival claims had become an involuntary account of the very identities they had stripped from admissibility. The account possessed no uncontested owner, but ownership was no longer required for its contents to be recognized.

He released those contents from the verdicts attached to them.

What attribution had claimed and exclusion had rejected could be recognized through the exact difference between the two acts, without accepting either act’s demand to determine the entirety of the referent. Where several sovereignties had consumed the same identity under incompatible assertions, Zaiga separated the identity specified from the assertions imposed. Where consumption had eaten its own evidence, he used the consuming act’s retained specificity to restore the evidence it claimed to have erased. Where the background had rejected subject and attribute together, he reinstated their eligibility independently of the quarrel over who possessed them. His reconstruction followed each actual injury. No obedient substitute was admitted in place of a lost consciousness. No convenient approximation replaced a singular existence.

The register recovered the capacity to recognize what no claimant could exclusively authorize.

Boundless manifest expanses returned with their own internal distinctions, their own unresolved questions, their own significance untouched by the need to justify themselves as components of a sovereign interior. Civilizations recovered the privacy of their thoughts. Abstract principles recovered the capacity to encounter other principles without converting the encounter into ingestion. Contradictory realities resumed their irreducible legitimacy without compulsory reconciliation. The higher echelons could sustain difference at its maximal complexity because difference no longer entered actuality through an ownership contest. Creation recognized its inhabitants without demanding a sole proprietor for the fact that they existed.

The Deus of attribution released what had never required its possession to possess significance. The Deus of exclusion ceased experiencing independence beyond itself as a wound within itself. Across their complete comprehension, the surviving sovereignties apprehended what Zaiga had done with the very operations through which they had consumed him. He had permitted their attacks to expose their own exactness, carried his adaptation through the specificity they could not abandon without abandoning their claimed success, severed the conversion that made recognition cannibalistic, and returned the erased through the distinctions preserved inside their erasure. The full extent of their knowledge had supplied the infection with absolute certainty. Zaiga had extracted a solution from the demands that certainty placed upon its own execution.

No second had been granted the opportunity to manifest.

Zaiga stood where the entirety of the catastrophe had met him. His presence belonged to him without requiring anything else to belong to him. Within his comprehension remained the complete intimacy of the infection: the conviction, the violation, the appetite, the experience of every exterior as stolen selfhood. He had endured all of it. None of it possessed the authority to determine what his understanding must do to what he understood.

Around him, the restored reaches sustained more than survival. A consciousness could encounter a truth it had not authored. A sovereign could comprehend an existence it did not own. A complete identity could meet another complete identity without either encounter demanding a wound.

Zaiga allowed himself a slight smile at that recovered possibility.

There was, once again, another.

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